"When you get those rare moments of clarity, those flashes when the universe makes sense, you try desperately to hold on to them. They are the life boats for the darker times, when the vastness of it all, the incomprehensible nature of life is completely illusive. So the question becomes, or should have been all a long... What would you do if you knew you only had one day, or one week, or one month to live. What life boat would you grab on to? What secret would you tell? What band would you see? What person would you declare your love to? What wish would you fulfill? What exotic locale would you fly to for coffee? What book would you write?"

Monday, February 7, 2011

(Totally) random thought of my day.

Today is just one of those days that all I want to do is think in an English Accent. No, I'm totally serious. My thoughts are literally transmitting in an english accent. I am not kidding when I say I have to think before I speak and speak "normally" (for my country). Otherwise I would like a complete idiot. I think this happens when I am really stressed and my body goes into malfunction mode and my brain is all like HEY DO YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA? Let's screw with Julie and make her think in different languages! YAY!

I think In spanish sometimes too. Is that weird?

Meaning, I think of something I need to transmit or say and then I think of how I would say it in Spanish....for some reason. Or, other times, random spanish phrases pop into my head and it is up to me to translate them....again..with the whole "brain is screwing with me thing". Do you see what I have to deal with every day?? My brain.

I seriously need ADHD medication. Today is exceedingly worse than all other days.


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