"When you get those rare moments of clarity, those flashes when the universe makes sense, you try desperately to hold on to them. They are the life boats for the darker times, when the vastness of it all, the incomprehensible nature of life is completely illusive. So the question becomes, or should have been all a long... What would you do if you knew you only had one day, or one week, or one month to live. What life boat would you grab on to? What secret would you tell? What band would you see? What person would you declare your love to? What wish would you fulfill? What exotic locale would you fly to for coffee? What book would you write?"

Wednesday, September 29, 2010


So tomorrow is my *first* (sort of ) day on the clinical floor. I say sort of because its the first for this semester. Week 1 and 2 I unexpectedly went to the OR and ICU, week 3 was my planned day to Endoscopy...Now is my scheduled day 3 on floor, which is my first. Since Im first on list its also my "turn" to get two patients...So I havent been on the floor yet, and I'm getting two patients first day.

I'm nervous.
The funny thing is---Why am I so nervous for getting 2 patients when I'm used to having 30 patients to manage all summer?

I don't knowwww. Hopefully it will go good. :) I hope.

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