"When you get those rare moments of clarity, those flashes when the universe makes sense, you try desperately to hold on to them. They are the life boats for the darker times, when the vastness of it all, the incomprehensible nature of life is completely illusive. So the question becomes, or should have been all a long... What would you do if you knew you only had one day, or one week, or one month to live. What life boat would you grab on to? What secret would you tell? What band would you see? What person would you declare your love to? What wish would you fulfill? What exotic locale would you fly to for coffee? What book would you write?"

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

All of the Sudden...

All of the sudden,

I am 23, and all of my friends work full time 9-5 jobs......

I went to the beach today (Its about a 2 hour ride for us where I live). It was awesome. I invited a couple different people to go- everyone declined- they were all working. And it occured to me. We're all really growing up.

THis totally sucks!

THe funny part is, I have a full time job, too. I have a really hard, stressful, chaotic anxiety driven full time job, too. And yet I still magically get 3-4 days off per week, and can totally go to the beach all day on a wednesday, If I so desire that day when I wake up.

I think I need to find a person that has a crazy schedule too. 9-5 M-F is too.....predictable. :-\

I feel like a total five year old, complaining. Oh well.


1 comment:

Jessica said...

I wish had your schedule :( but guess what? I'll have a different less stressful one in the summer! We can do stuff all the time!:)