"When you get those rare moments of clarity, those flashes when the universe makes sense, you try desperately to hold on to them. They are the life boats for the darker times, when the vastness of it all, the incomprehensible nature of life is completely illusive. So the question becomes, or should have been all a long... What would you do if you knew you only had one day, or one week, or one month to live. What life boat would you grab on to? What secret would you tell? What band would you see? What person would you declare your love to? What wish would you fulfill? What exotic locale would you fly to for coffee? What book would you write?"

Tuesday, October 12, 2010


Another "dream" last night... The same one I always have. Havent had it in a long time though. When will I ever shake it? :-/ it's getting to the point now where in the dream, I ask myself, Is this one a dream or is this real life? Is it actually happening? And I pinch myself--and I don't wake up. And I think- this is not a dream. I'm stuck. This is actually happening. And it feels so real. It's only when you wake up that you think back and say boy- that was strange.

It feels more and more real every time. When will they go away? I've stopped recording them- i feel it only encourages my mind to keep bringing it back.

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